Ergh… I am dreaming a lot lately again. It is so wierd. Last nights first dream was me in a food competition. I find I am dreaming a lot about cooking and food competitions. Last night I had to make a vegetarian dish and I was struggling with each of the factors of a properly […]

Sybil is back… she landed after worklast night and the many faced of eve changed about 6 times in 5 minutes. She was in a mood, then I got into a mood, then she went up my nose like a jet plane! I admit that I have made some culinary mistakes in the past. Afterall… […]

Boy was I wrong… my BF is Sybil. I am living with, fucking, and cooking food for Sybil. The Big Chair is missing… yet… Sybil lives in Las Vegas. A few nights ago (Wednesday) I took Adolfo to a party at Jillians for restaurant people that was being offered by Food Service Magazine. In front […]

February has been okay. I am a little stressed as we are a little short on the rent this month, but both get paid this week… so hopefull the check I gave them today will not clear until Thursday at the earliest. Argh! Besides that, I am worried about my school payment, Valentines Day, Adolfo’s […]

I do not seem to be able to get the sutomizations on this diary to follow my design specs! Very seriously frustrating… This next Saturday we are moving to our new apartment. We are also gunning up for Thanksgiving. Luckily we get to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas in our new place. I am excited about […]

Happy Wednesday… which means I just finished a few days of school. I read my last diary entry and quivered over some of the typos in it. Jinkies! I even used an entirely wrong word to describe something. I guess that is what alchohol will do to you??? I had a couple cocktails when I […]

I am still studying. I did really shitty on a quiz last week and the Chef gave me a chance to make it up and bring my grade up to a passing. I almost f’d that up for sure. It was a quiz on potatoes and rice and stuff… ie starchy foods. Ugh! I can […]

Scott’s Been Cooking Again! Well, tonight I was working on one of my new business plans and I was sitting here and at some point I realized I was severly bored and needed a distraction! So, I made a 2 layer Pineallpe Upside Down Cake (Seen Here). I have not eaten any of it right […]

Well, I blew it totally! I feel like my chest has imploded and I really am ready to jump off a cliff. I just screwed everything up with Hector… as if it was not teetering already. Hector and I had a long discussion today and a lot of exposed feelings including some admissions. I admitted […]