Today I found out a freind of mine from Boston died. His name was Estuardo… he was a good man. He had a huge heart and was one of the best people I have ever known. “Why do the good die young?” I don’t know. Even as I type this my eyes are so swollen […]

Project GOALS is underway. My brain is working, I have already started taking some action. I am learning to focus and take some shape on what I need to do, where I need to be, and where I need to go. I have a couple of past debts to fix. One of which will be […]

I have been watching the WB Superstar now that all of my reality shows and other qulaity shows are off the air OR are in repeats. Oh my GOD I am glad I do not know anyone on this show!!!!! It’s evil… yet I have to watch. Paradise Hotel and Forever Eden were JUST as […]

The New Job – Follow up on Previous Entry – My Work – My Internal Struggle that I am losing…. STOP ASKING ME WHAT TIME I HAVE TO BE AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is not a job. This is not the same kind of hum-drum daily routine work thing people typically know. This position is not […]