What a year it has been. I mentioned once that this was going to be a year of change. It has been… but as much as things change they remain the same. As some of you may have read in a recent posting I vented over some family issues which I am officially letting go of. As a foot note… I got a letter from my Dad which I immediately marked return to sender. I just don’t trust him anymore.
This years I started trying to meet some new people, but the one steady element has been John Mendoza. He is such a sweetheart. I love this guy, he is a really dear friend. He puts up with my shit… but there are times I can tell he gets frustrated by me. But… I think we have a lot of fun together. He is working his ass off this week. Hi days off were lost because they needed him… I think he loves his work anyway.
Yesterday went in a 6 mile hike (oh my hell!) and floated naked in a natural hot spring 3 miles out… then had to trudge 3 miles back.
Last weekend went to Tecopa hot springs and floated naked. Then camped out over night in the desert. Went camping with Burningman peeps (see previous entry) not long ago, but am going out again in a month.
If these fucking queens here can’t get their shit together and get out there and experience life and the world then I’ll have to do it on my own. Damn, I’d like to have a bf. Shit.