I think the pic I posted on my last entry might give some people the vapors (Deb), so here is a new one. She’ll like this one. …so when I was up last night I was feeling pretty bad about a lot of things and had mixed feelings on others. I’m finding the second half of 2007 very difficult and disturbing, because there are things in life I need and am not getting them. What am I doing wrong? What have I done that has been so wrong?
Yes, I have been self destructive with a lot of bad choices. Yes, I managed not to appreciate a lot of things I had. Yes, I have a lot of regrets… prolly not the same regrets people might assume I have.
So, it’s past the middle of the month and looking ahead to my bills right now is looking very bleak. I am sinking… sinking badly and will not ask to borrow anymore money. Between my mom and Adolfo I’ve borrowed more than I ever imagined to stay afloat.
“You are not one who particularly likes structure, dear Capricorn, but know that you probably need it more than anyone else. Today would be a good one to take an honest look at your life and see what kind of adjustments need to be made in order for you to keep it all in control. Discipline is a key element to this day. Try to stay focused and not get distracted by your fluctuating emotions.“
So, as I was writing I decided to check my horoscope on MSN and it seems to fit where I am at in my head. MSN horoscope is weirdly accurate. So, I have another interview tomorrow and another exercise in humility that I hope will blossom into something positive.
See me on eBay “scotters66” trying to earn some rent money!
I like the last one too.