I am remiss for not making an entry for so long. I feel like I am moving in
too many directions at one time and can hardly keep up. It’s setting me into
such a quadary as I seek to achieve the things I think I want and need while
I feel allof my security slipping away. With bills looming over my head, I feel
like an impotent child jumping and reaching futily for the box of cookies on
the top shelf that is impossible to get to.
Anyway, I have been working on several projects of little consequence with
the looming monster of the company over me and glaring at me. It has been ignored
and un fed, but finally Jeff seems to be finishing the financials and I might
be able to launch forward with the actual business plan. I have been so focused
on making money happen that I have been worrying about it not being there. Thank
goodness the spirits have been bringing money into my life that has just been
covering expenses. Just.
I also checked out a school I really want to go to that will enhance my business
as well as meet some personal fulfillment. It is the Art Institute of Las Vegas
under the Culinary Program there! It’s a new campus here and it is absolutely
lovely. As usual, money is another issue. I need a 150.00 app fee and then I
need to consider the money needed to catch up my student loan as well.
Yet, I am determined. I need to bring my life back around to something healthier.
Calgone… Calgone??? Oh crap… Someone take me away!