https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ni2azXRnyb8
I went back to the gym Tuesday after the shootings. It was hard, for some of it, because I could feel how wobbly my knees were walking in. I kept looking around for people who ‘should’ have been there and weren’t. I mean staff and patrons who I usually see when I am there.
I am getting much better and watching this video got me a little choked up, but I’m going to walk through this and try and be stronger after. The events that happened were horrible and I still want to know why – so badly. My brain wants to make sense of this and I am not going to put up with people sayin stupid shit and rumors that are just lies.
Tuesday an older white man at the gym was talking all kinds of shit about the things ‘he heard’ and I asked him to not talk about things he doesn’t know about and not to talk shit about the guy who was killed, named Edgar. People ruin things. This guy called me an asshole in the end and I just walked away. All I asked him to do was not talk about what he doesn’t know.
